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Sunday, April 22, 2012

a story of God's love for one: three people - one King and Lord




Here is the story... =)

So, I like photography. I am not superb at it - but it's one of my most favorite things to do - capture beauty, life, colors and all that is speaking of His heartbeat


I had a camera that I greatly enjoyed. Decent size and all kinds of cool settings =) Now, go back with me about six months or so, mid- fall. 

One day (suspense)... I found myself hearing God tell me that the camera I greatly enjoy is no longer mine - so I should put it away. Huh? I have to admit, I think I tried to discern whether I was hearing right for a week or so...not putting the camera away - but using it. He kept on knocking 'Nope, not yours any more'. So I finally answered the knock and put the camera away. And so it laid there... for quite some time. 

When a dear friend of mine, Weslea, was about to leave to Brazil for missions, God tugged on my heart that  I should give the camera to her. I also had a feeling that this camera will not stay with her...hmm...

The tug took place about 4 or 5 months ago.. today I received an email from my friend Weslea with a story and here are some snippets from her email: 

I have a wonderful story to tell you that involves me, you, a girl here and God.. The One who does incredible things. 

As I was preparing to leave for Brazil, I sent out my newsletter and the Lord provided beautifully. After all the things I requested had been provided for (within 2 weeks!) someone asked me if I had a camera to take with me to Brazil. I said no.. They suggested that I write another email telling everyone that God had provided wonderfully and that if anyone still wanted to give that I was in need of a camera. I thought this was a good idea, but never got around to doing it (even though I wrote the email and tried sending it.. It didn’t work) 

Then a friend of mine came to me only a few days later..pulled me aside and said “the Lord told me to give you my camera.. I really don’t want to because I love my camera and I told the Lord I don’t want to, but He won’t leave me alone about it. This is the first time He has asked me to do something like this.. I know it’s good...” etc etc etc I was blown away once again because I hadn’t told her or anyone about this need.. But God knew and spoke.. 

THEN  you wrote to me telling me that the Lord had spoken to you about giving me a camera. I was in awe and was close to telling you that someone had already given me one.. But I stopped and asked the Lord. And then asked you again if you felt the Lord had told you.. You said yes.. So ... If He said to then there is a reason. I didn’t say anything and would just receive. 

The camera you gave me was a very nice one! I immediately asked the Lord.. “Oh Father.. Why did you give me this.. I have noooo clue how to use such things...but I trust You have a very specific purpose” I waited. 

I came to Brazil and began using the first camera that I received because it was simpler and I already knew how to use it :) I prayed more about “your” camera and the Lord told me that He had someone He wanted me to give it to.. I was only to be the vessel used to bring it to Brazil. I almost cried with joy.....why? Because that just shows how much He cares and how much He loves.. That He knows the desire of someone in this country  and loves them soo much that he used to other people from two different countries in order to bless her. 

This past weekend we were doing ministry in the interior of MG (favellas etc) and a friend of mine told me that her dream was to learn photography. (She is very gifted in artistic things as such). Immediately I knew the camera was for her.. I could hardly wait until we got home to share with her and to give it to her. 

We arrived home late and we were both pretty tired from the weekend of ministry.. But I called her into my room and shared with her the same story that I am sharing with you now—so that she would know the extent that Papa went in order to give her this camera... 

She has begun taking pictures already and the Lord has changed her life drastically with this.. She said that just a few days earlier she had come to a place where she was actually doubting if God was real... She said never again....she said “I am a tree and this event is a root that just went real deep into the ground.. I’ll always remember this...” God is REAL and FOR REAL He loves us with an INCREDIBLE love. 

Love. Extravagant Love. 
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Saturday, April 14, 2012

practical and slightly mind-boggling


For God so loved... 


I will start with the practical and less flabbergasting...

This week we have officially decided the frame-date for the upcoming Discipleship Training School in the Fall.It will start September 10 and will run till beginning of  February. I will be leading this DTS and I need your support - most and above all - your prayer support. I have mentioned several times that Youth With a Mission Cornerstone has been given a multi-ethnic vision and God has put on my heart to dig the soil of this dream. I am still the only non-Korean at the base - but every word that comes from God's mouth does not just drop to the ground - but completes it's will... it takes time, patience, commitment and hoping for the things unseen. The Fall DTS is planed to be an English-Multi-Ethnic Discipleship Training School and it would be the first one at this base.

Please, join me in this soil digging and dream His dream for YWAM Cornerstone together with me and the rest of the staff here in New York.

 

<--- these are some of the students from our current Arts and Design DTS!!!
Amazingly talented people - ready to see and participate in God's redemptive plan in the area of arts!



Continuing on to the second half of my more mind-boggling ponderings...

Colin Harbinson (http://www.colinharbinson.com/)
He has been actively involved in the area of arts for 40 years and is the author of an internationally acclaimed production Toymaker & Son that has been performed in 70 countries.



The topic for this week was The Art and the Kingdom of God.

Much of what the speaker shared was linked with the area of arts. However, his teaching is applicable not only in the area of art and life in general.
There were several areas that stood out for me as I listened... Some very good reminders!

Thought/Question number one: how far does salvation reach? Does it stop with the person - his soul and heart? Or is it global - meaning, is salvation meant to permeate culture and all that it contains? All of creation is groaning- waiting-anticipating completion. ALL creation - salvation does not end with my own personal flesh and heart. I am salt and I need to be used up to the last bit - spread and sprinkled into every crack and pit hole of my/our culture.

One day all -ALL... let me say it again - ALL of creation will be restored-redeemed-made whole-made complete-brought back to it's original intention - wow... isn't that just mind blowing - I would say so..!

New York - you are groaning - but remember- your redeemer is coming and He will come just in time!!!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

WAKE UP




It is Easter - and I better not be peeking into the grave -for the living cannot be found amongst the dead.

Risen!!! He is risen! The Truth that He is risen and that He is sooo alive will stand  and move forever into the streets paved with gold.

So Wake up my Soul! for your King is risen!

....Am I? Have I seen the heavy stone roll away from my own grave and walked out into freedom - into Life soaked in abundance of grace and mercy..?

Yes - He lives

...Do I? For He did come into our world to spread Life- to be Life - to be broken bread for the hungry one. Am I hungry..?

Wake up my Soul! Wake up... and remember the empty grave. The joy set before the One who suffered was and is  - us - the hungry and the broken coming fully to Life!

So wake up my Soul! Wake up...

I'm ready, God, so ready,
ready from head to toe,
Ready to sing, ready to raise a tune:
"Wake up, soul!
Wake up, harp! wake up, lute!
Wake up, you sleepyhead sun!"


 I'm thanking you, God, out loud in the streets,
singing your praises in town and country.
The deeper your love, the higher it goes;
every cloud is a flag to your faithfulness.